Reflections 2024-2025 Part 2
English-only content today. I realized something while I was in the gym. Since my teenage years, I have known one of my biggest personal challenges was my impatience. Case in point, my violin skills never developed the way ten years of private lessons would have suggested. I don’t know if it was the need for instant gratification or the need to prove myself, but I focused my energies on fast. Track and field, basketball, video games – clear objectives with quick-to-see progress bars. You sink enough practice time, you will see your sprint times improve. Practicing crossovers, dribbles, and shots – it was still a lot of hours but it didn’t take long to see results. It was the outward manifestation of my inner impatience and need to prove myself. I don’t think I was ever…grounded. I was always in a rush, chasing one thing or another. That did give me the ability to react quickly to situations. Fast forward half a lifetime of experiences, I knew that I wanted to be more grounded, steady, …
