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Compassion is Light

After being reminded of some personal philosophies earlier this morning, I want to take the time to explain it.

I wrote this poem 7 years ago after a conversation at dinner with my buddies about relationships with people:

An act in progress
is the star within you.

Simplified to four stages:
Red dwarf
Blue giant
Supernova
Black hole

Bring out the light in those around you
or engulf them with your own.
What is it that you want –
a harmony
or an overwhelming shell.

Self-confidence comes with the brightness
you emit
and cause others to emit.

Centered on yourself
you drain all around you as a black hole
pulls in even light.

Drowning in the ever amassing matter
accumulated throughout years of darkness.

None can save you but yourself.

So you, I am talking to
pick yourself up
and act in the manner you believe to be best.

I will expand on what I wrote in poetry form.

If we imagine each of us as a star (which I believe is appropriate, since we are basically made of stardust), we all have different types of shine. So as stars, we are always giving off a shine in our social relations – the impression you make to others, the actions you take that affect how others feel, the compassion or empathy you demonstrate, and such.

Now, just as there are different intensities of stars, there are different intensities of how we present ourselves. Some people, like supernovas, outshine and drown out everything and everyone around them in an explosion of their person.

Others, whose gravity about themselves are so intense, are like black holes. They suck in all the light of those around them, ever darkening their world.

There are also those that we all enjoy being around. They are stars that don’t outshine. They are stars that don’t have super gravity collapsing on themselves. Their shine is just warm and bright enough that they bring out the light in others. They complement the light in others without taking too much or giving too much. They are stars who are sure of what they are, just confident enough in their kind of light.

Obviously, this is a somewhat simplified view of relationships, but I think stars are good metaphors because we are all stars in our own right. We are all good in our own ways but as social creatures, it’s about what we give off to others and we can choose and decide that! Some of us need to retrain our light, some of us need to brighten, yet others like supernovas and black holes need to become whole (no pun intended).

Now, why did I title this “Compassion is Light”? Well, the light you see in yourself and the light you can give off, ultimately comes from the love and confidence you have in yourself and in the world. Once we find our own light, we can shine them on the less fortunate and bring their light out. Our self-confidence and love allows us to truly care about those around us. With that warm and bright light, we can brighten those around us as they start to brighten themselves.

If our hearts can be light (in all meanings of that word) we can be compassionate and empathetic to the world. Our world needs more of that.

So, what kind of a star are you?

[Image via NASA]

Half-Year Goals – 2016

As I write this, almost one-sixth of the year has already passed. This also means…as fast as time flies, my birthday is right around the corner.

In the spirit of summer babies and half years, I have set out a list of goals I want to achieve by the time I turn 27. A man/woman without goals is not living but merely surviving.

Since I moved to Los Angeles last summer, much of my time has been consumed by job hunting. I have been stressed out because of a lack of productivity, a lack of stability in terms of my visa, and a lack of direction. I stopped being who I was: cheerful, fun, adventurous, enterprising, passionate, curious, to name a few generic/unique traits…

In order to rectify that, I am going to set some goals. I want to learn new skills and continue to become a better person.

I know that every year I am gaining more experience. Every year, I have grown and become a better man. This year, I am writing this down and posting it up so I can hold myself even more accountable; I have always been a man of my word.

If I need external motivators and motivation, so be it until I can become internal. In life, we all struggle with ourselves and our own demons. Some people can deal with it alone, some people need some hands along the way.

So this is my list, what’s yours?

  1. Learn Spanish and be at least 50% Fluent on Duolingo  (currently 19%) – I want to become trilingual eventually
  2. Learn to write Chinese (500 words) – I can type, read, and speak fluently but I probably only know how to write around 50 words right now
  3. Complete Data Analysis and Interpretation Specialization with Coursera
  4. Complete half of the GIS Specialization with Coursera
  5. Complete a site suitability study – Bakersfield project
  6. Write and submit poetry to http://www.poetryfoundation.org – Feb 25th
  7. Work-out regularly
  8. Practice the violin everyday for at least 15 mins
  9. Start volunteering – Orientation is on April 5th
  10. Talk to my parents, sisters, and family more
  11. Play more chess
  12. Find a new job – definitely the hardest goal to achieve

You might wonder how that list has anything to do with becoming a better person. It’s all about being anchored, in order to bring love to those around you.

“The only thing we have to fear…is fear itself.” – Franklin D. Roosevelt

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I Forgot Hope, Is What Makes the World Beautiful

*very very rough hahaha kind of rusty.

I believe that we are born pure
Clean without evil
But why do these things happen

So I descended into the darkness
In my search for the meaning
Of why

Fog and mist crept in
Covered every path
Colored everything gray

Trapped within the shadows
Trapped within my cave
Within my own head

So I saw nothing
Save for darkness
And I accepted it as fact

 

I came out tainted
Forgotten my belief
With no reminders of what came first

But back into the light
The sun shines
Cleared away the shades

Then I remembered
Hope is what makes the world beautiful
Because without hope there is no love.

面對自己的過去

一個人處理事情的方式, 往往會受到過去經歷過的事影響

一個人的個性也如此

二十幾年來我沒有清楚的認知到底為什麼我會這麼沒有安全感 這麼害怕失去 讓我沒有辦法好好對待自己與我愛的人 因為我沒辦法接受空間也因為覺得會被拋棄而容易失去自信

與一位好朋友的對話讓我第一次如此清醒地了解到我的問題

1993年

當年我媽帶著我和妹妹們去上海找我爸 那時候我也已經有大概有半年到一年沒見過我爸 在好不容易全家團聚不久後 我卻又一個人被送回台灣

因為我爸有回台灣工作的可能而我也需要上小學了 所以只有五歲的我就被先送回去 雖然說我跟我姑姑一起住 我在她當老師的學校上課 可是她很忙 我的同學也一放學就回家

於是我常常就只能一個人 那時候 印象最深的就是一個人自言自語 玩石頭抓蚯蚓抓昆蟲 還有在課堂上莫明其妙大哭 說要找我媽

從那時候我就開始覺得我一直是一個人 很需要別人的愛與關懷但是又得不到 就算身邊有家人有朋友也一樣 覺得沒有人懂我需要什麼

當然我家人都很寵我而且我又是長子長孫 我也很愛也很感謝大家 但是那麼小就與爸媽分離的我 在需要與妹妹們分享注意與關懷的情況下 已經完全失去了安全感 而也深深影響到我之後與朋友的關係 國中高中到大學也如此

但我根本沒察覺 只是無謂的一直生氣和破壞建立起的自信

我現在覺悟 我也希望改 不然對事業對愛情對家人我都是不可能做到最好 也無法為身邊的人帶來快樂

那 你們的故事是什麼?

Coming Together, Falling Apart

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Cheesy as hell – but we are all human. Image via Princeton University

In reality, equilibrium is only an observation over a large scale of time, but at any specific time period, things are more like a pendulum, swinging from one end of the spectrum to the next. Looking at the world today, and the violent conflicts that seem to escalate in scale, it would appear that the world has forgotten the horrors of war – the incredible devastation of the two World Wars that obliterated most of Europe – and the resulting need for international unity and harmony.

As the old Chinese saying goes “after a long time together, it ought to separate, after a long time divided, it ought to come together”. In many ways, if we look at the history of the world, that is exactly how things play out. The world gets smaller, then it divides and feels farther apart. The Macedonian Empire disintegrated into separate polities, only to reunite again under the Romans. The Mongolian tribes were brought together into the largest empire ever seen only to fall apart. In some ways, faced with globalization and the increasing recognition of a common human fate, we have come a long way in terms of joining together as one nation on Earth. Yet, on the other hand, with religious strife, ignorance or the embracing of, military and economic conflict of interests, the world appear to stand farther apart than ever.

As Cecil Lewis wrote 80 years ago in his memoir Sagittarius Rising:

We are aware, for instance, that the incredibly rapid development of communications has telescoped space and time. We know that prosperity is interdependent, that currencies are linked, that commerce is international. But only a few (mainly business men whose pockets are affected) take all this for granted. They demand, as a matter of common sense, that international relations should have international control. For the rest it is an ideal, not an urgent practical necessity. The general public remains isolationist, patriotic, aware (like Nurse Cavell) that patriotism is not enough, but aghast at the problem of coordinating and controlling the life of the planet.

So vital a division puts everything in flux. Nobody knows where to pin their faith, so they believe nothing. Moral and social standards are confused. Disillusion, introspection, defeatism are the lot of all those who can only live by the yardstick of black and white. The fear of feeling the ground slipping from under their feet drives whole nations back into the medieval despotism. They will submit to anything sooner than face this social relativity where nothing is straight, nothing constant, nothing sure. But emulating the ostrich, though it may bring relief for a space, doesn’t not solve the problem. It leads straight back to self-immolation on the altar of outworn patriotism, that is, to barbarism.

How prophetic it was, and how little things have changed in the last 80 years. How much emphasis we still place upon our differences instead of our similarities. How ignorant the majority of the world still is.

Turns out, our so-called education isn’t enlightenment at all. Rather, it is a system to subjugate their subjects to filters. This, combined with the human need to categorize, easily plays into stereotypes and causes few prominent incidents/figures to symbolize entire populations.

We all face the same issues of life. We are all seeking stability and family, a sense of direction and achievement. We are all human beings eking out our living on this planet. It is time to recognize that.

With the instability of the Middle East, headlined by ISIS and Syria, we need to recognize what is really the cause of the conflicts. Violence only begets violence. Furthermore, as I mentioned in a previous post, what did West expect to happen when they destroyed the economic, political, and social infrastructures of the region?

I stand by this belief that if we provided the economic and political stability the region needs, instead of bombing and attack the insurgents – destroying more of the already devastated environments – these conflicts will cease to exist. Destruction only plays into the terrorists’ agenda. The destruction of livelihoods only increases the draw of these organizations – what else have these people have to lose anymore?

Lastly, when a group of nations become involved in military operations, these conflicts can expand into other regions. Just look at the tensions between Turkey and Russia at the moment.

Let’s solve bigger issues affecting all of us – like climate change and energy – instead of bickering among ourselves till a bitter end.

[Image via Princeton University]

Bombing Oil Fields and Fighting Islamic State

It has been a week full of major tragedies around the world. From the attacks in Paris and Beirut to the hostage situation in Mali, we have seen several coordinated terrorist attacks on a scale not seen since 9/11. There have been multiple commentaries on these issues and some laying the blame squarely on the Western nations and the United States. There have also been negative reactions, especially in the United States, towards the issue of Syrian refugees. Yet, a lot of what is being said is either retrospective or prospective. People looking for reasons to why and people looking for actions to take next…

Here, I want to give my own short take on this issue. There is no doubt that this conflict is violent and militaristic in nature but the issue centers around the economy – the financial ability of the Islamic State to sustain itself. Islamic State controls large swathes of territory across Iraq, Iran, and Syria and have a source of income that allows them to administer their governance and their military operations. A large part of that income appears to come from oil, sex trade, ransoms, and agriculture. Oil as the fuel for war, especially in the Middle East, is nothing new. Much like the Second Gulf War in 2003, the solution appears to be the destruction of infrastructure: bombing oil fields and oil tankers. Is it really a good idea? With much of the region’s economy dependent on oil, what happens after Islamic State is destroyed? Has anyone given thought to the political, economic, and environmental consequences of such destruction? Has anyone thought about the devastating environmental impact of bombing oil fields?

For the most part, the majority of the people under IS control are innocent. Yet, this sort of destruction and retaliation by the West, is exactly what drives the youth to join in the extremist movement. How can anyone be alright with the destruction of their livelihood and of their environment? Furthermore, most of the refugees are those who are fleeing these conditions and yet they are turned back by those nations who are causing such destruction in the name of freedom.

Is there no other way? Large-scale airstrikes and military operations targeting infrastructure is the most obvious and easiest plan of action, but is there no other way? Even if the other ways are harder, if they leave the region with a sustainable economy and potential for stability and growth, won’t it make the world a safer place for all?

Who Am I?

*It’s been a while since I wrote poetry. Hope you like my latest piece of work. Comments and suggestions are most welcome!

Who am I?

I am always 1989 but I was 5, I was 10, I was 25
I am always Taipei but I was Shanghai, I was Hong Kong, I was St. Louis
True, I am one of undistinguished many, yet many stories am I of only one

I remember honesty
was young Washington and his tree.
It was not I,
until I broke a toy and told my mother a lie.

Traveling started
on a flight to Taiwan alone.
I was four,
before I realized that I will never be home.

Science’s inspiration
was Alan Grant and some kids in a park.
I kept up,
soon I studied animals in a jungle looking the part.

Three Kingdoms,
taught me friendship and loyalty.
Its examples I followed,
since I ended up leaving everywhere I went.

I am a brother
to three younger and headstrong sisters.
I learned care,
during the two years when all we had was each other.

The world was black and white
coded in knowledge and morality.
I grew up,
after I made ambiguous choices like those before me.

Acceptance came
because everyone I knew was from some place different.
It was I,
as I chased after knowledge and understanding.

Who am I?
I am nothing but a unique collection of common short stories,
started in 1989, started in Taipei, Taiwan.

– William Fu Lien Hsu
October 26, 2015

The Power (or Lack of) of Internships

My work space...can we even call it a cubicle? Hahaha

My work space…can we even call it a cubicle? Hahaha

There is always something to learn in every situation – depending on your perspective.

Some might say it is always better to get an internship at a large corporation for its name recognition, connections, and employment opportunities. It is true. A lot of times, having a big name on your resume (much like a degree from a renowned academic institution) can stack the odds in your favor during a job hunt. Yet, I believe being an intern at relatively new or small companies provide special opportunities to learn and grow.

The current company I am working for is small. We have two owners, nine employees, and two interns including me. I am the marketing intern and I work with two others, making up a three-person marketing team. The small size of this company meant that I was actually handed much more responsibilities and allowed much more involvement in the business than the average intern.

As of today, I am in charge of operating and managing the company’s market research and analysis, Facebook Ads, and Google Ads campaigns. I am a constant presence in board meetings and have been given a chance to voice opinions on and suggestions for the business operations of the company. In some instances, I am actually affecting company policy. For example, through data and cost analysis, I was able to persuade the owners to begin a more active Facebook Ads campaign and move away from traditional advertising such as radio ads. I was given an active role in identifying the CRM needs of the company and research opportunities to switch from Constant Contact. Without much guidance, I identified cities and zip codes with our target market and with potential for business expansion, leading to the company’s requests for title reports on properties in these areas.

It has been an amazing opportunity to have been given so many responsibilities. In many ways, I function more like a full-time employee than an intern. Some might say I am providing free labor, but I believe what I am learning makes up for the lack of pay. I have been able to gain basic knowledge in marketing, in the real-estate industry, in mortgages and the relationship between lenders, brokers, and clients, and in the process of a mortgage loan application. To an even greater degree, I am gaining extremely valuable insight in business operations: what does it mean to run your own business and how do you go about doing so?

This internship has shown me the importance of business planning and its relationship with marketing plans, the importance of company culture and its relationship with attracting quality employees and motivating existing ones, and the importance of establishing structure. By structure, I meant on-boarding and off-boarding processes, time-logs off which to base wage payments, management hierarchy, rewards and punishment schemes, and so on.

Lastly, I am getting another lesson on the importance of effective communication skills in managers. There have been times where I will need sit through three hour meetings with the marketing team to clearly hash out one objective or goal. There have been times where our team needed to sit through several meetings with the owners to get a plan or a decision approved… We all need to learn to be better communicators or at least be effective facilitators or moderators.

In sum, I have learned more about business operations and management than anything else during this internship. Furthermore, having been given great responsibilities, I am developing valuable skills in marketing and research for a future position. Though the situation may not be ideal at a small company, what I am learning is invaluable.

Learning and Growing! Internship and Coursera Specialization!

Preliminary Result for Target Audience Location, Map by William Hsu - Data from U.S. Census Bureau

Preliminary Result for Target Audience Location Map by William Hsu – Data from U.S. Census Bureau

Last week, I started my internship with WLM Financial – a real-estate brokerage. With my interest in urban planning and development and my background in the social sciences, it appears to be a good fit to work as their Marketing Intern. I was quickly integrated into the marketing team and I am happy to say that the owners have been very trusting and gave me a great opportunity to learn. They have taught me a great deal in the past week about mortgages and real-estate. They are always open to questions and really took me under their wings. I look forward to learning more about the real-estate industry and about business development.

Though I am only an intern, my opinions were valued and contributed to the direction the company is taking. Using my skills with ArcGIS, I took the initiative located our target audiences. I integrated demographic data with geospatial data from the U.S. Census Bureau to reveal locations where our target audience might be located. I was quickly able to locate ten cities in the Los Angeles Metropolitan Region and narrow it down to several zip codes. For example, in the city of Carson, we identified at least 5000 residences for our direct marketing campaign.

The owners are also ambitious. Despite the company coming into existence in July, they are already looking for additional states to expand their operations. To assist them, I looked into home sales, home value, and potential refinancing data. Equipped with this information, I developed a list of ten states with great potential for the company’s operations to expand to.

This week, our marketing plan took a leap forward as well. After attending the Facebook seminar on using Facebook Ads and Pages to promote local business, I was able to convince the owners to start the company’s Facebook Ad campaigns. Going forward, we will be looking to promote and develop our brand image on Facebook in order to drive engagement and distribution of our ads when we do start ad campaigns. If you are a first-time home buyer, look to attend the company’s seminar this Thursday at First Time Home Buyer Seminar.

Coursera

Yesterday, I started my first online course with Coursera – an organization that provides online education through various university partners. I enrolled in the Data Analysis and Interpretations Specialization, which is a certification that comes with four courses and a capstone project. I took this course to develop my qualitative analytical skills and to learn Python programming, which will be extremely helpful especially with my interest in GIS. The capstone project will also provide me with an opportunity to develop, research, and present a professional quality product that I can show to potential employers as I continue to pursue my career.

To complete this specialization, I am required to update my progress on my personal blog here. So I will be sharing my work, insights, and progress here. I look forward to telling you all about how this course is going and perhaps encourage some of you to pursue additional education. One of the best feelings in the world is learning a skill and applying it. Besides, I always look forward to an adventure – that is exactly what learning is.

[Image via Coursera]